Andre' Demond Queen

Dre' I was just thinking about the conversation you and I use to have on our way home from school. You really AMAZED me with the things you use to say. I would listen and just look at you and smile you would always say "Mama we are going to make it". Believe it or not Dre' you was my lil motivator. I miss our conversations.  

Dre' Dre' Dre'....

 

Its been four months, 7 days a few hours and counting. And i miss you still like it was just yesterday. I really believe Derez misses you too because we went to your grave site today and he told me he wanted to see you and he wanted to wake you up.  I told him we couldn't wake you up yet. He is just two years old and the year and eights months you were in his life you touched him in a very speacial way because every now and then out-of-the-blue he mentions your name without us even saying anything. We have a angel on top of the T.V that mama bought and he says thats you.  That angel means so much to me because it means something to Derez and HE'S ONLY TWO YEARS OLD.

 

Words can never explain how much you are missed here on earth. Losing you makes me want to live according to Gods will even more so that I can see you again because I know you are one of the chosen angels up there in "Paradise" (heaven).

You light up my life like the morn; hope blossomed in me on the day you were born. You arrived with a gift from the angels above, for you taught me the true meaning of love. Your precious heart, so tender and true, is my guilding light, and I'll always love you.

I believe today was a very emotional day for all of usToday was a day I  know that you were looking forward to for a long time, your first day of high school. I just wished that you were still here to enjoy all theses moments. Nothing seems complete without you Dre'. I miss you so much...

Dre, Its been 3 months since you've gone away. You left without saying bye. I know you are in a better place but I wish you could of stayed.School starts tomorrow and memories of you are stirring up even more. I miss you so much.When I'm home alone,I find myself in deep thoughts of you. I get so emotional,but constantly pray for strength.After re-arranging the living room,I still find myself sitting or lying in your usual spot. You've touched so many lives. JaColby is one of them. He misses you alot as well as the rest of us. Oftenly,I notice him in that mood. I repeatly, tell him that it takes time for healing and that you are that chosen ANGEL that has been picked to watch over him. During basketball tryouts is was feeling down,cause you wasn't there. I told him to go and do what you would of expected of him and so he did. Guess what

 

To my dear son,

I know I haven't been on your page in awhile, I was just thinking tomorrow will be the first day back to school, I know you would be so "excited" you would be in the bed EARLY, clothes ironed, waved grease packed in your hair trying to fool someone like you have wavy hair. Lol this would've been your FRESHMAN year in high school.

Playing basketball running down the court looking in the stand for me to blow a kiss after you have score point(s). I always did tell you that I was proud of you and I love you, I am thankful that God had BLESSED me with a fine young man.

I love you and will always cherish the memories of you.

 

Hey dude, I miss you so much. Losing you made me appreciate everything much more than what I did. Because your situation proved that I will never know when my time will expire here on earth. Its been 3 months already, but it still seems like it was jus yesterday we lost you. I pray everyday that God will continue to strenghten me to get thru the heartache and pain. God... Dre I wished you were still here. Friday I went to your grave and there was a bee hive there on your vault.  I called mama and told her that you had a bee hive on you and she said "thats because you were as sweet as honey"  I totally agree with her. You were everything a mother could have ever wanted and so much more in a child.  I remember when Tina  compared you to T-bird and Tubby the night yall stayed at my house and went to that party. I remember you laughing so hard cuz Tina was talking about T-bird and Tubby hair not being brushed. (we all know you kept your waves goin) The waves were "natural" as you would tell us. These are the memories that I will always cherish and hold close to my heart because thats the only thing that I have left of you. They can take everything away from me but they cant take my memories away. I will always hold the joyful memories that I know of you right here in my heart. I love you and I look forward to the day when we meet again.

 

R.I.P

Treasure You.....

When I think about you,

a million warm memories

come to me a gentle hand reaching out

to warm mine, kind words to move and lift me,

so much wisdom and happiness to share. You're all of this and more.

You're one of the greatest gift that I've ever

received, a constant source of joy for all of my tomorrows and I'll love and treasure you forever.

You Are My Child.......

You are my child,

but do you know how much you mean to me?

You are one of my supreme pleasures in life,

my comfort during times of distress,

my shelter through the storm,

my solid rock through uncertainty,

my light in the darkness,

my inspiration in times of doubt,

my joy in the face of despair,

my hope at all time.

And I love you more than words could ever tell.

Candle of Love...

     

Few people come into our lives
and make everything shine,
but you're one of those
rare and splendid jewels
who makes the whole world bright.
When I was sad, you made me smile.
When I was alone and blue,
you were there for me,
and you made me feel strong enough
to accomplish anything.
Because I appreciated
 you Dre',
more than words could say,
I'm sending you the Candle of Love,
Love Always

Mama