Andre' Demond Queen

Well Dre' the big day is only 24 days away. Everything is falling in place for the wedding. I kno you would be so excited if you were here. Its still exciting but when the thought of you not being there cross my mind, a feeling of emptiness comes over me. Mama and I were talking about you the other day. I can tell when she is really down. She tryta hide it but when it comes to you she can't. We really wished you were here for this. Although you won't be there physically I know you will be there spiritually. I haven't omitted you from nothing in this wedding. I almost put your name down for a tux. lol We have a dedication set just for you. Its gonna be tough getting thru this with out you. WE ALL MISS YOU SO MUCH!

hey bro whats up! tell dee whats up and that i miss himm sooooooooo muchh! im lonley without yall! iwanna hang out with your mom! i miss you mann!tell dee me,and his mom and mawmaw watched a video tape about him! and that he had a big head! laugh out loud! and we miss em! yesterday we passed where uu died at! and tears just seem to about to come down! imean in eraff it was not the same without em! but uhmm like we havent played baskerball or football since u and dee died! wee miss yall soo much! love you bro!

Hey bro!  whats up! i talked to your mom yesterday! ididnt know who she was at first! but it was actually fun talking to her! imean iwas shy! but italked! i miss you! mann! its lik everytim eiwrite this! i get all teared up! and bout to cry! but god givees me that strenght! i miss you bro! iwish you was herre! icant belive you gone dre'! its so boring without you! its gettin to the point where icant take it anymore! i love you! and pray to god he give me srtenght! i love you!

Andre' Demond Queen, my third born, my baby boy, my strenght and my lil motivator. Doo as u didnt want me to call u i could see u come running  down the stairs running and jumpn on me talkn bout hold ur baby i would do anything to have u run down those stairs and ask me to hold u, i would give anything to just hear ur voice, Doo i look at ur pics and just cant believe that u r no longer with me, that's a big pill to swallow. i cry so much people see me and talk bout how strong im if they only know how my heart hurt so bad a part of me is missing and i cant put it back together, it hurt baby my eyes are filled with water barely to c how to type.  I playd basketball one day outside cause I know if u was here u would be right out there sweating then come laying ur sweaty self on me so u could hear me fuss and say get ur stinky self off me, i miss that Doo so much. Sometime i b doing things and my mind falls on u then i forget what i be thinkn, doo i cant function it is really gettn to me now. but i pray to God for strenght, wisdom and courage.

Love u always  my football star, my basketball star my EVERYTHING.

Mama

dre i miss you bro! im just sitting here thinking bout you! its crazy how the ones you love the most always die firstt! iwishh icud brangg yalll bakk! so we ride and laugh around! and stuff!just sit and talk for hours!  ihave to deal with it! mann you in a betta place! IALMOST CRIED when i seen your mama thee otha! day! she look like you all da way! iwsh icud brang yall bakk! my life would be complete!  my life fell when yall diedd! its just soo boring! im sitting here homie! eyes full of tears! inever thought this pain lastt thiss longg!! ilearned from all dis stuff life real! ima rememeber yall till i die, thats how i feel! iwatched hpw everythang changed sinced yall got killled! i miss yyouu broo! havee funn!

To my dearest "Dre", just wishing you a happy birthday. I brought a balloon to your grave site. It took me 14 months to go out there but my adventure turned out fine. I was emotionally touched but it was somethng I had to do. I miss you so much. This past weekend,all I could imagined, was hearing your voice asking me can JaColby go wherever you've planned for your birthday and can he sleep over. You are truly missed and the lovely memories of you will always be cherished. "Missing You", Ms Lori                        

Happy bday bro! i know you and dee wud have alrady made planss forr youee bdayy!! imiss youu mann!! you and him would have prolly wanted too see a moviee!  i miss youu mann

Around this time you would be callin me jacolby scoota to see if we wantd to do some fa ur bday.Man i miss u so muchh..Happy BDay..

Happy Birthday Andre' Demond Queen

You would've been fifteen today

Hassling me about drivers's ed

Now you're soaring with angels instead

 

Sometimes in weaker moments

I still don't understand

Then I call on my blessed redeemer

Who reminds me everything's in his hands

 

'Dre' I miss you and love you

You know that i always will,

Wait for me son, i'll be there

When I finish climbing my hill.

 

               Mama

 

Psalm 100               St. John 15:27

 

heyyy bro, whats upi went to a party today and it was NO funn !cuz yal wasntt there! iknow wuu wouldnt want to cumm bakkk! cuzz heavenn iss paradisee broo! i lovee youuuu mannn!iwsh u and dee had not gone seea movie! writing gets me sad and booutt to cryyy! i get to see that ,mann micheal on june 22nd!! idk what ima dooo! buttttt iknow god wont forgive me unleesss i forgive himm! keep you in my prayers! have funn! bro! lovee youuu