Andre' Demond Queen

All day long,
I thought about you.

Even when I tried not
to think about you,
I thought about you.

When I closed my eyes,
I thought about you.

When I opened my eyes,
I thought about you.

When I thought about
the beauty of the season,
I thought about you.

When I thought about the
warmth of the upcoming holidays,
I thought about you.

When I heard a love song
on the radio,
I thought about you.

When I checked my email,
I thought about you.

Even when I said goodnight
to the stars,
I thought about you.

And when I slipped beneath
the softness of my blanket
and gave in to the bliss
of sweet dreams,
I thought about you.

I just can't stop
thinking about you.

Forever In My Heart. 

Dre, u used 2 come 2 my house every mornin 2 catch tha bus wit me. Every mornin we clown around and talk bout ppl. After the accident, the monday mornin i woke up and look at the sofa where u always sit, and it wayz empty. i thought about u tha whole day. i cried at the bus stop..i had walked outside the house by myself, not you r scoota was there. I miss you and LaDarius Soo much. We used 2 stay playin ball EVERY WEEKEND. I wouldnt care if i had just 1min 2 be wit u, i'll make it last forever. Everytime i was around you, you'll always make me laugh at the craziest things u could think of. U was like another brother 2 me. Ppl say your in a better place,  i'll have 2 find  out, wen its my time 2 go home. WHY YOU BRUH? I LOVE AND MISS YOUU

Happy 4th Dre". I know if you were here you would be getting ready to have a fire cracker war with Mooney. I remember when you and Mooney use to throw fire crackers at each other. I was so scared that one of yall was going to get hurt but, yall looked like yall was having fun so I had to relax.  Things are so different now that you are gone. The holidays don't even feel like holidays no more. I miss you so much. but I know you got a much better view of the fire works than we do so I'll try my best not to cry today.

LOVE YOU

I Wasn't Ready to Let You Go

Even though I'm told that it was your time.

I can't get that through my mind.

I wasn't ready to let you go.

It wasn't meant to be that way.

why did we go out that dreadful day.

It wasn't meant to be that way.

The scene of the crash plays

time and time again through my brain,

as I cry in agony over the pain.

I reached out and took you by the hand

and ask you please don't leave me

you didn't answer just slowly slip away.

No I scream, this can not be.

this can not be happening to me

I cry, I beg you to stay this can not be happening this way.

A careless drunk driver in a hurry

Dre you was looking forward to the future,

wiht out a worry

a careless drunk driver in a hurry.

Suddenly in a flash the sound of metal scraping, glass breaking.

It took a few seconds for your life to end. It took a few seconds for a life time of pain and sorrow to begin.

Andre' Demond Queen, will tears ever dry? I ask this as I wipe my eyes.

I'm told in time., but I don't think so. I wasn't ready to let you go.

Missing You.

Every night I sleep with your picture by my side.

Love you Mama.

Do you look down on me at night

Do you see my candle buring so big and so bright

The candle I burn that reminds me of you

The candle I hope that you would burn too

Theres not a day that I don't think of you

hoping that you would come back so the days won't be so blue

I feels no one understands me apart from you

I go to your grave expecting a response

to the pointless question I can't get across.

Though sometimes in my mind I forget that you're dead

but I'll make sure you keep living in my head

I love you so much, it makes me so sad

that I can't hear you say it back-the one thing that would make me glad.

I love you dude

TO MY DEAR BROTHER

I WILL FOREVER CHERISH EACH MOMENT I SPENT WITH YOU, WHETHER IN GOOD OR BAD TIMES, I AM VERY THANKFUL FOR EACH ONE FOR YOU HAVE TOUCHED MY HEART IN WHICH WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE. DRE I KNOW YOUR TIME WITH ALL OF US WAS CUT SHORT, BUT BEST BELIEVE THE IMPACT YOU LEFT BEHIND CANNOT BE MEASURED FOR YOU HAVE TOUCHED MANY PEOPLE’S HEARTS IN SO MANY WAYS. I AM SO GREATFUL THAT JAMAL GOT TO MEET YOU AND I PROMISE THAT ME AND YOUR BROTHER CEDRIC WILL RAISE HIM AND CJ TO BE A GREAT ROLE MODEL SUCH AS YOURSELF. WE LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AND BECAUSE I KNOW YOU’RE STILL CLOSE TO US I’D LIKE TO SAY I’LL WILL TALK TO YOU LATER MY DEAR BROTHER.

LOVE ALWAYS YOUR SISTER,

JUDY

                                                   YOU NEVER

You never said I'm leaving

You never said goodbye

You were gone before I knew it

And only God knew why

A million times I needed you,

A million times I cried

If  Love alone could have saved you,

You never would have died

In Life I loved you dearly

In death I love you still

In my heart you hold a place,

That no one could ever fill

It broke my heart to lose you,

But you didn't go alone

For part of me went with you,

the day God took you home.

You will Always be in my .

Dre,

These last few days you have been on my mind heavily. I think about you all the time no matter what I'm doing and I know this may sound crazy but I pray that God will send you to me in my dream or something so that I may have some kind of closure because my heart is left open with a lot of questions that will never be answered and this hurting feeling. I do believe in my heart that God didn't let you suffer for long when this happened because when you were in the hospital I seen a dried tear that started to fall down the side of your face from yor left eye. I believe God was letting everybody know then that you were O.K in HIS hands.

Sunday for Fathers Day, Derez, Mooney, T-bird and I came to visit your grave and Derez was so excited

I never knew how big of an impact you made on my life until now. when im feeling down and out,I motivate myself by saying, "I gotta get up and do it for Dre'", and it makes things a lil better for me.

Love you

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
Miss you but I try not to cry
As..time..goes..by

And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye.

I never got that chance to see you live out your dream

playing high school and college basketball.

Becoming that NBA Player you would always talk about.

The last big conversation we had together on our way to Mickey D (as always) going there to  get your #1.

No pickles, no onion, PowerAde no ice.  You looked at me and said Mama just

think one day I will be able to take care of you, give me about 5 years. TOP

 can you work that much longer, I replied to you " baby"

I only have 4 more yrs. and I will be retired from the State. You just laughed

eating on your Big Mac telling me well just continue taking care of me until then.

I Love You Dre' and I am so glad that I got the chance to tell you that Every Night

before we went to bed, even when you made me mad I told you good night

Mama love you and you would say love you too can we stop and get some

gum in the morning.

You  up my life.