Wat up Cuz..I miss u soo much....I got my season pass.. Remember what happened last time with the train..I miss seeing you and nush fight..It hurted bad losing you , But i know we will meet again
Tevin |
Wat up Cuz..I miss u soo much....I got my season pass.. Remember what happened last time with the train..I miss seeing you and nush fight..It hurted bad losing you , But i know we will meet again
Lamesha |
I never knew what the phrase "In Loving Memory" meant until I lost you. All I have left of you are the memories that we've shared; all good ones because when i think of you nothing bad comes to my mind. Therefore with everything I have I will do my best to keep your memory alive in my heart in every way that I can. I know I never told you this often, but I love you and I know in my heart that I showed you more than I told you and thats what matters. "Action Speaks Louder than Words"
LOVE YOU
Ms Lori |
Mesha |
Dre,
There's not a day that goes by that you don't cross my mind. Its always something in the run of my day that reminds me of you. The last time I seen you we were at Auntie Bop house for Easter. You and Ladarius together. That day yall was planning a trip to the movies later that night. I miss you so much dude.
As you got older we kinda grew apart and I hate that I allowed that to happen, but at the same time I had to learn to let you go because you were no longer that lil' boy that wrestled with me all the time, you were no longer that lil boy that wrestled with a stuffed bunny rabbit until all the stuffings were everywhere, you were no longer that lil' boy that had mama truck full of action figures. You grew up and became a handsome young man and got all the lil' gurls crazy behind you.
Although you grew older and we somewhat grew apart, the LOVE I have inside of my heart never changed and never will change for you. You are the 1st person in my life that I've losted that had my heart, and its difficult for me to accept the fact that you are gone and never coming back, but I know I have to let you go with God.
At first I didn't understand all of this, but time heals (thats what they say) but I'm still waiting for time to heal me because it seems like yesterday when we got that call from mama. Sometimes @ night I hear her crying the way she was crying that night on the phone. That will live with me forever!! Still to this day Mooney sleeps with the phone either in his hand or close to his head.
When all of this happened I had so many feelings and emotions. I felt angry, mad, sad, hurt and lost all at the same time. I had to pray and still is praying and asking God for strength to clear my mind and heart from those mixed feelings. I try to do everything I could to keep my mind occupied because this feeling is nothing that could be explained. God knows best but it hurts so much to lose a person like you. Some days I just don't feel like being bothered with nobody, but I don't mean no harm by it. Its just that I miss you and I hate for people to see me cry so I stay to myself (at least I try to be to myself) but it hurts so bad not having you around. I guess its true what they say "you never miss a good thing til its gone." I'd give anything just to have one more night, one more day, one more smile on your face. I'd kiss and hug you the way you never liked me to when you were younger.
Happy Birthday Dude. I will always LOVE YOU and NEVER forget you!!
~Mesha~
Mama & Daddy |
Saturday was your day baby. In memories of you, all your friends was there playing basketball, Rawn was doing a dance for you. There was so much food , we knew you was smiling from Heaven, because when we sung Happy Birthday to you, and you know auntie Bop has to do the instrumental part for you. If you would have seen it I knew you would have been laughing your head off showing those white teeth. The balloons that your dad and I let go in the air, the balloon got stuck in the tree believe it or not they are still there, I always knew that you was SPECIAL TO ME, instead of me watching over you God has fixed it for you to watch over us. Forever in our hearts.
Mama |
Well, Dre in 4 more days you will reach that big 14th birthday. On tomorrow June 7 at 4:00 we will celebrate your birthday that you wanted, even thought you are not here to celebrate it with us in body but your spirit will still be here with us.
We love and Miss you dearly.
KOLBY WILLIAMS |
Mesha |
Elisa Williams-Queen |